So pretty much all of my Friday nights in the last little bit are being spent like what I described in the last blog post.
It’s not because there are no women that want to chat with me. There are always an abundance of women on xxx match that either want to chat with me, or meet me or whatever, but I’m just in this place in my life where I’m content without actually having a woman by my side, whether it be something casual or even something serious. I guess you could say I’m just over it for now.
I have no desire to go out and try and meet women or get drunk. All of my friends call me each and every weekend to go out but I’m always telling them I’m staying in or sometimes I even make up a stupid excuse.
To be honest! I would rather stay home and beat off to some hot chick that I met on xxx match who I’m doing dirty things with on web cam. At least I know if I stay in I will get some action, even if it’s just virtual.
If I go out to the bar it’s slim to none that I will ever meet a girl that will want to go home with me and fuck me and if a girl actually hits on me 10 times out of 10 she’s a grenade and I want nothing to do with her.
So, that’s exactly why I stick to my xxx dating site! That was I will always have a happy ending 
Man I know what you mean about the grenades! Every single club that I’ve went to lately was like the ultimate grenade exploded inside of the damn place, I’m sick of it. Maybe I should just get a membership on xxx match, seems like a better idea at this point!
Oh man that’s fucking funny man because I do the exact same things when I’m home on the weekend. I also have an account on that site but I don’t ever feel like going out so I just get all I need in the comfort of my own home. Once in a while I’ll have a girl over but that’s even too much work cause I’d have to clean and shower and shit hahahaha!!